trusted you to catch my eye
and at least return the stare
i dropped you a line or ten
now i don't even care
i thought i was something to you
just a fool without a clue once again
thought that time had changed me
'stead i found another's dying end
turn the page
burn the page
grit my teeth
burning rage
inside your world i died
i'll wake up to change
another night i sit, unfocused eyes
trying to cause you pain
these words soon fade away
husks discarded left to rot
without context it's just another day
without direction an unconnected dot
i thought i could touch your life
pull you in and share the light
i waited not hoping to be misled
instead another path now dead
you claimed to be so smart
why would you need to make a fool out of me
ignore me as i adore you
destroy me as i give in to fatigue